For all your life is worth.

This is really impressive imo. And I really enjoyed HYD, 5 years...

Sat, 19 Jan 2013 22:23:03 +0800

This is really impressive imo.

And I really enjoyed HYD, 5 years ago.

Honestly, everything about this series.
EVERYTHING.

“If I’m wearing a shirt, it’s an expression of so many things,...

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 10:22:55 +0800

“If I’m wearing a shirt, it’s an expression of so many things, and we don’t even really think about it…..we all start naked, right? So everything we do, everything we put on our body is a massive statement and representation of who we will be…because when you see someone, you’ve already put them in the boxes you’re going to put them in based on what they’re wearing and what they look like.”

- Ezra Miller

His...

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 10:17:35 +0800

His smile……………………..

"I just want kids in all situations to hold on. A lot of [adolescence] left me wanting to end my own..."

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 10:11:03 +0800

“I just want kids in all situations to hold on. A lot of [adolescence] left me wanting to end my own life, just give up. It feels like the whole world — because it is. It’s your whole world. But, man — life is a really, really cool ride. It’s really amazing the type of shit you can get up to if you endure. Like, you can do anything you want if you can survive.”

- Ezra Miller (via mayafromtheblock)

Point is, just wait things out. Things will get better. It always does.

The Story of How I Was Killed by The Killers

Wed, 03 Oct 2012 22:54:39 +0800

I believe this is gonna be a really long post because The Killers to me, have been by far, a most admirable existence.

Er, first and foremost, thanks to wereallthesameandloveisblind for being the propelling force in this penning down of my journey as a Victim thus far.

I have also truly enjoyed reading all the posts of the other Victims about how they were killed (this is really punny, I like it a lot haha). I haven’t read all of them but I will finish someday (hopefully soon)!

Well then, on to my story.

It was 2004 when I first heard Mr. Brightside. The circumstances surrounding me liking the song are quite fuzzy now, but I think it would have been the lyrics that captured me, and especially, the instrumentation of Mr. Brightside. Beautiful, beautiful, how all it was weaved together, with the double bass included.

I think The Killers were and are for me, the liberation of my poor existence, every single time I listen to any of their songs. It’s like that feeling of being slowly filled with a sense of grounding, but turning bubble-like so that you start to float up into the clouds of more than existence. It’s a very beautiful feeling that I have never experienced with any other bands but The Killers, and it happens every single album I listen to.

I didn’t have any contact with The Killers from 2004 until 2008, I believe. Around 2008, that period of my life, growing up, was truly insufferable and painful. I was on the verge of committing suicide every single day, fighting all those emotions that threatened to swallow me up. I remember a day mostly clearly, when I suddenly fell back into that mood of utter bleakness and darkness. I was on an outing with the rest of a group of people, and while walking, I just kept thinking, I wanna just jump I wanna just jump. But I was listening to The Killers throughout that funk again and I somehow just wanted to get through. It wasn’t a miraculous pulling out of that mire but just maybe a slight desire to just stay there, staying in that moment.

I have always thought of The Killers as somewhat of almost a religious experience, listening to their songs makes me feel like I can surpass being.

I forgot about The Killers from 2008 until I think 2-3 years ago, when I suddenly found myself thinking about this song in my mind, tried so hard to recall it and realized it was Mr. Brightside from The Killers. It has always remained a special song to me, and from then there I followed more of The Killers and caught up on Sam’s Town and Day & Age.

Sam’s Town was just alright for me, don’t actually like When You Were Young, but I really love Read My Mind, For Reasons Unknown & Bling (Confessions of a King). Just some ol’ Killers magic.

Day & Age returned more to the meta-me feeling, This Is Your Life gave my life more than meaning and punch every time I heard it. Neon Tiger was also really beautiful, even more after I read interpretations of it. The Killers’ lyrics are always somehow magical, disturbing when you feel like you don’t get a thing, and then fulfilling when you realize you can interpret them in such a way that applies to only you.

Battle Born now is such an amazing hear. New The Killers’ songs, but just so familiar. I realized I’ve missed The Killers so much. I just can’t emphasize how much greater than life I feel when I listen to them. Living my life, living more than my life.

The highlighted albums and songs are kind of like a list of my favourite songs, I have lots more. Seems like plain sorcery when I think I didn’t quite like some songs but have ended up loving all of the three Killers’ albums.

As a side note, to my friend and to those who seem to think that The Killers’ lyrics are quite nonsensical as a whole, I think beauty lies in the sudden - when you suddenly see the connection between The Killers’ lyrics and what you have experienced or are going through right now; then it enriches the beauty of your life, magnifies the meagerness of your existence, making you gasp for more life.

That is The Killers for me and the love story of how I was killed.

Once a Victim, always a Victim.

noolin: Set.3 OH MAMA YADECH IS SUCH A CUTE COUPLE OMG

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 21:15:31 +0800

noolin:

Set.3

OH MAMA YADECH IS SUCH A CUTE COUPLE OMG

azestforlife: ok sO IT WAS MY PARENT’S ANNIVERSARY AND I...

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 21:05:20 +0800

azestforlife:

ok sO IT WAS MY PARENT’S ANNIVERSARY AND I THOUGHT I WOULD SURPRISE THEM WITH NICOLAS CAGE THIS YEAR

I JUST HID THEM AROUND THE HOUSE, I HOPE I FREAK THEM OUT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS HILARIOUS SHIT!

c-i-l-l-i-a-n-m-u-r-p-h-y: Death by exile! I’ve seen...

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 22:06:34 +0800

c-i-l-l-i-a-n-m-u-r-p-h-y:

Death by exile!

I’ve seen that expression. On someone before.

Bittersweet.

Cillian Murphy’s eyes. God, please.

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 21:09:11 +0800

Cillian Murphy’s eyes. God, please.

HAHAHAHA OH GOD THIS

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 21:08:02 +0800

HAHAHAHA OH GOD THIS

HAHA

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 21:06:14 +0800

HAHA

This is gonna be my wallpaper hohoho

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 20:59:47 +0800

This is gonna be my wallpaper hohoho

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Sat, 25 Aug 2012 20:56:14 +0800

What happens if I just want to love you? That’s the most painful question I have for myself...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 22:49:26 +0800

What happens if I just want to love you?

That’s the most painful question I have for myself right now, and nobody can ever give me an answer because I can’t even ask this question.

I can’t, I wouldn’t and I shouldn’t.

Sometimes I really wonder where this came from, what it’s made of and when it will disappear.

But until I can figure out anything for myself, I am just gonna enjoy this because you are the one I have liked most in my whole life until now. To the point that it’s fine to just watch you live your own life, because I know it makes me happy to just be there and smile within.

You have someone else, that’s fine. But I have you.

Sometimes that love just swells up. Overwhelms. You feel like expressing it but have no idea how...

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 20:33:01 +0800

Sometimes that love just swells up. Overwhelms.

You feel like expressing it but have no idea how that it doesn’t come across as obnoxious, as pungent.

It is such an enlarging feeling, such a poignant moment in your memory that you feel at peace, calm and rooted.

Pray the world stays. Pray the love lasts.

Sometimes I just feel so lucky for being me. For all the things I have experienced - having the...

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 23:00:20 +0800

Sometimes I just feel so lucky for being me.

For all the things I have experienced - having the privilege to - and the dreams that I can have.

Not everything has been roses and vanilla and I have had certain really dark periods of life that I have thankfully, managed to emerge from. Cliche as it might be, they have made me into who I am.

I am no longer ashamed of who I am not, but I would just like to find the person I am destined to become.

I am thankful to all the experiences I have undergone and to those in the future, I await you. I will become that person.

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Sun, 03 Jun 2012 22:47:16 +0800

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Sun, 20 May 2012 03:31:04 +0800

ivorystains: keeepthemwondering: Lololol

Sun, 20 May 2012 03:24:22 +0800

ivorystains:

keeepthemwondering:

Lololol

What a genetically perfect family..

Sun, 20 May 2012 03:18:40 +0800

What a genetically perfect family..